Thursday, February 17, 2011

Getting Results

***Originally posted to the Shredding with Simply Me blog. If you would like access to that blog, and are interested in losing weight or sharing your weight loss stories, photos, triumphs, as well as struggles, please email me: kimsueellen[at]gmail[dot]com and I would be happy to give you access. We have room for about 25 more readers.***

Friends. I had to share some good news. When I measured in this week I finally saw some tremendous (for me) results from the last time I measured in about 3 weeks ago.

I had lost 1/2" from each thigh, 1/4" from each calf, 1/4" from each bicep. So I have lost a total of 5" from my entire body since Jan 1, 2011.

This was a huge step for me. Since my last blog post, I have not done anything different. You know the post, the one where I cry about hovering at 188.2. Well yesterday I weighed in at 186.4. This puts me at having lost 14.75 total. My highest weight was 205. I didn't start counting weight loss until I was at 200lbs. I am thinking if I want to sound incredible I should count that 5 extra pounds just to say I have lost 20lbs. *giggle*

I have also 'grown out of' two size 17 jeans (I know, I know that is a junior size) as well as almost completely not being able to wear 2 size 14 (misses size) jeans. I went to the Old Navy clearance rack yesterday and pulled off a size 12 super nervous as to whether they would fit, and guess what? They fit perfectly. Like a glove. Not a tight glove, but a nice, sweet glove. My bumm looks TOTALLY hot in them. Please comment on it's hotness the next time you see me wearing them.

I don't write this to boast, but to share with you. I have not seen any sort of change or result in my body since November. Nothing. It has been disheartening at times, and I have, of course wanted to give up. I have pushed through, and while this may be a temporary slide in the right direction, I know I am going to hit other roadblocks and long plateaus. I just need to realize that all of those things can be pushed through, and once again I will be able to see something wonderful and beautiful on the other side. Defining who I am by what I am inside is far more important that what I look like on the outside. However, it is a beautiful place to be reflecting the beauty in both areas.

I don't want to talk about 'goals' or specifically what my 'goals' are. Sometimes I feel like goals are so abstract, and intangible. I am keeping with my goal to lose 5lbs at a time. Ultimately, I would love to see the number 140 on my scale. It is a good number for my height and frame. I would love to be able to wear a size 8 jean. I would be content at these numbers. For now, I am embracing this size 12 body and I am going to love her and carry her with grace and sophistication.

xoxo

***Edited to say that with the encouragement of a few close people in my life, especially Em, I am going to run with the fact I started at 205. I am not as ashamed to admit that now as I was at the time, I have personal journal entries to prove how much of a dark place I was in. I was in complete denial, therefore pretended it wasn't real. It was. It was very very sad. Sigh. So, here we go. Down 20. Feels good. Really good. ***

10 comments:

Barb @ getupandplay said...

Hooray! Your perseverance paid off!

Holly said...

Yipee, this is fabulous. I am so very happy for you! I was looking at some recent photos of you on FB and thinking "how can she have not lost anything when she looks so different?" I know we all want NUMBERS to soothe our psyche but sister, you've been looking better and better.

Heather said...

yay!!! congrats!

Shane, Meg, CJ, RJ, and AL said...

I thought your bumm looked plenty hawt before...just sayin'. You're a rock star!

Lindy said...

such good news! I need to do something like this. I keep telling myself to measure but am too scared to see the cold hard numbers down on paper!

Emily said...

Yay for "outgrowing" pant sizes and looking extra super hot in a pair of pants. And I say take the 20-pound loss and run with it! ;)

Ron and Jessica said...

WAY TO GO!!!

Samantha said...

Kim, you've totally inspired me. I'm really struggling with the exact same thing. I've been working really hard for months (btw - are you still doing 30 Day Shred? It's my fave!) & haven't seen any results. None. No inches, no pounds. I've been so discouraged, so it's great to hear that perseverance pays off. I needed to hear that right now.

LoveYaMissYa said...

You are amazing! I think it's all about how your jeans fit! Numbers are great, but nobody can see the numbers they just see how awesome you look in your new jeans! Go you! I'm inspired to do something about this plateau that I always get stuck at. Thank You! Love you girl!

Shian said...

Great job! Losing weight takes SO much effort.