Friday, May 7, 2010

What color?

Sometimes blue.

I hate to say that.
It has been SO nice being able to FEEL again, to be ME again,
but the lows are harder to deal with most definitely.

Still, I am working through those lows and I have the realization and understanding that the lows are a part of life, and I can choose how I feel about them.
Being able to choose for myself hasn't been a part of my life in a while.
This week has thrown me for loops.
I am having to constantly recheck myself and reevaluate things in order to get myself back where I need to be emotionally.
Boy, am I glad this week is over today. I am calling it officially over today, tomorrow will be BLISS.

We as a family are making some big changes in our lives.
Not easy changes, but changes for the better nonetheless.
Necessary changes.
It isn't the time to share all of these changes completely,
suffice it to say,
we are downsizing almost everything in our lives.
Spinning a 180.

While I know it is right,
it is hard,
and often brings me to tears.
(usually when I am alone and have too much time by myself to think.)

We are so happy.
I have never been happier in my entire life.
I can honestly say that.
And these changes?
Will only make us happier.

For that I am thankful...and for that I say, 'bring on the changes!'
Nothing matters than what is right in front of me.
My three minis.
My husband.

Our life.

Happy to be living it.

well today was just hard and I am looking forward to tomorrow.

Enjoy our colored eggs, what color is your favorite?

Apparently Millz's favorite color is blue.
(and SHE can have it.)

**Post edit: Yes I do realize these are Easter pictures. Tee hee. Also, they were all shot on 400h Fuji film. I heart film.**


怡妹 said...

以簡單的行為愉悅他人的心靈,勝過千人低頭禱告。 ..................................................

mandee said...

RED all the way! Strong and pwerful! It describes me to a tee! LOL~ Love you very much! Come over sometime when you have a minute...

Julie Carlile said...

I love the yellow egg! It makes me happy. :0 I hope you got my message today. FOr some reason I kept thinking about you and hope you are doing well. I miss doing stuff, do you have a day I could come for a visit? Love you to pieces, Juels

Trinbean said...

I know what "BLUE" feels like too!!:( But tomorrow is a new day and Im hoping your color is "pink" or "orange" :)

Holly said...

Downsizing is lovely. Shedding costs, obligations, weight, all of it...its so liberating.

We've been regretting moving to this huge house...pretty much from day one. We miss our little 1500 square foot house and talk about this almost daily. We also miss the payment, but that's another issue.