Monday, October 12, 2009


being reminded of my mortality.

Take this morning, getting a re-root canal on my very infected tooth
(and bone...gross right? I really didn't need to know that much!).

I just seriously don't like to have to think that I could die, EVER.
Holy anxiety attack.

I survived the root canal, the first half anyway.

As I was working for a bit tonight, I came to the realization that our little family hasn't had ONE single photo taken of all five of us TOGETHER.
It has been almost three months...can you believe that?
I started getting all teary just thinking about it.

I have this totally UNFOUNDED fear of dying on the table next week...and leaving my family without a picture, a FAMILY picture.
I could see Millz growing up crying because there are so few pictures of ME and HER.
I just feel this overwhelming need to get our family pictures taken just in case.

I am a lunatic.
Yep, I know I am.

Just had to get it out, for some reason I feel better getting out the fact that I am a wee bit nervous.
Maybe I can convince the doc to do some lipo while he is in there?! Maybe then I will feel more excited!

For something a little more enjoyable, here is a little something I like to call,

Real Life Dawl

Who needs a baby doll when you've got the real thing?

Love these two...they are besties til the end of time.

They make me want to have a million more.


Can you even believe Sister used to look like this?


Erin said...

Oh, I've been thinking the same thing about the pictures! Don't get me started!
Your babies are so beautiful!

Sell...Party Of 4 said...

I have the same fear. I can't imagine. I don't want to.

Get those family pictures done and posted. I already told you that you can never have enough pictures!!

Krystal said...

I'm with Von, you can definitely never have too many pictures!! BUT I think the picture of her in the stroller is precious... a real life dawl indeed! what a great moment of your children to have captured on camera!

Ashley said...

if it makes you feel any better, i worry about the same thing. millions of pics of jules and mike, none of her and me. may have to bite the bullet and get some *shudder* picture people photos done or some such nonsense. i passed up my friend offering to take photos of us. curses!

Holly said...

I know you'll be fine but if you want a picture you know I'm ready with the camera anytime. I'm even free most of the weekend.