Sunday, July 19, 2009

Thank You.

For your prayers and your thoughts, and for understanding.

I know it is weird and crazy, but it is how I feel. I don't want to feel the way I have been.

I do have faith.

I do have HOPE!

I know everything WILL be okay.




Oh how I love these littles.
It seems like forever ago these were taken, just sitting here on my computer waiting for me to have the time to edit them.

I love these tiny people so much.

Can't wait to run and jump and play with them again soon!

Hope your Sabbath is the Sundays.
Thank you...again. :)


mrs. r said...

gah. i know this feeling.

...KNOWing that everything WILL work out. KNOWing that everything WILL be fine ...but there is something that nags. something that is uneasy. i think that despite KNOWing, it's still the UNKNOWN. does that even make sense?

it is so hard to express ...and people don't get that. most people, that is.

i feel this way about gavin. i know and at the same time there is that something...

but, i love you and "it is what it is."

Anna said...

Kim, the pictures are amazing, I really like the one with kids running, Its beautiful.

Ashley said...

along with what mrs. r said;

i *know* that we have another child coming

i *know* that Heavenly Father will bless me

i *know* that this will all somehow work out


not *knowing* how, or when, i'll get there


especially being so close, so danged close you can taste it.

that horrid feeling of knowing "i can't recover from this one..."

and the fear that, should everything fall apart, you don't know what will happen to your trust.

i'm in the middle of trying to recover that right now.

kinda hard.

and you were thrown right back into it.

know that you're being prayed for.

all five of you.

and we're all waiting with baited breath for the amazing photos we know are coming of your beautiful little girl.

Brenda said...

I have been thinking about you alot lately. I wanted to wish you the best with the new addition on the way. I am so happy for you and your family! I can't wait for you to feel that incredible joy that waits as you hold you baby in your arms for the first time. After so much pain you joy will be full!!

Sending my love and prayers!!!

Barrett said...

First I have to say I love the colors on your little man's shirt! Perfect boy colors! Karah saw these pics and said those kids look nice, when can we go see them?! Do we know them? I said yes and showed her pics of when Joth and her were hugging and playing at Memm's 1st b-day party... She said oh ya, I know them-they're my friends! It's been a long time! We'll have to come see your sweet new baby! How much time left?

Krystal said...

I am in love with Memms... she is so dang cute! (well they both are, but those pictures are darling!) I am praying for you... can't wait to see the newest arrival soon :)

Arianne said...

love these pictures LOVE THEM! your kids are seriously the cutest! I cant even wait to see how cute this next baby is going to be! She is a true blessing. our prayers are with you the next several days as you await for her arrival.

Christal said...

your kids are so freaking good looking !! Great pics!!

Katie said...

I don't think those feelings are wierd at all but I do think that you are amazing and strong and a huge example to me. Thank you for having the courage to post this and for allowing Heavenly Father to bless you with peace. Sometimes that peace is scary but it's what we all need. I love you and can't wait until you are editing and posting pictures of your newest little angel! Please take care of yourself and keep me updated!

Amy and Josh said...

love your pictures, what Sweet Littles Kim!! I am thinking of you and can't wait to see your new little one:)

Lace said...

You're exactly right! "Everything will be okay in the end, If it's not okay it's not the end" -that quote is on my mom's fridge and I live by it. The trick is just dealing with all the unknowns until the end! I know you are strong, and you have faith and hope and that will get you through. Also, I love these pictures and I've been thinking how I can't wait to do an updated family picture this spring!

mandee said...

Kim...too adorable. Faith is amazing! Everything will be fine, it's just the waiting that is hard!:)

Marc and Megan said...

I've been checking in, but not letting you know... so this is me letting you know that I'm checking in, that I'm thinking of you, praying for you, and hoping your faith and hope have materialized into the form of a beautiful baby to hold and to love. (That was one crazy long sentence!) Thanks, too, for always being so sweet about checking in on me... it has meant a lot and I haven't told you that, but it really really has. My love and prayers are with you.