Thursday, July 26, 2007

Welcome Home

What can I say, other than I almost had a nervous breakdown? Really, a really bad week last week. Yes, I am blessed, blah, blah, you have all heard that so I won't get into it, but things have been rough. I am thankful to be feeling a bit more on top. Thank you for the support of my dear friends. After a lengthy discussion with my sweet husband, I feel I owe anonymous an apology. I don't know who you are, but you helped me take a long look at my life. I hope that when you come here, you will see that I am just a normal girl, living a normal life, trying to be the best that I can be. Although I must say that trials are hard, if you have never been in the abyss of depression, I hope that it is a place you never have to be. It is a very lonely place and all of the happy thoughts and blessings in the world will not help you out of it. It is my hope that the things written here in the future can help lift people, help them feel more normal, because that is the reason I do this.

I am a little crazy, that is probably why I deleted my blog last week, I just felt so much weight and pressure from all sides I didn't think I could handle one more thing, one more item to have to worry about. I think a lot of this had to do with school. I want to be better, I want this to be a place where you can come and feel uplifted and leave with something to make you a better person. As much as I love my family, I may have days where they are driving me mad, if you have ever had a three year old, you will understand this, but most days, I am full of so much love and gratitude for them. My family is my life, they are my goals and my aspirations. Without them I am nothing, without them there is no me!

So, welcome back. I hope that you will welcome me back and forgive me for my craziness...ah life!

10 comments:

Leisha said...

Welcome back lady! I know that life can get crazy sometimes and don't we all need someone to relate to when we have "those days." I love you for that and know that we relate on oh so many levels. Glad you're here again.

me said...

SO happy you're back! You have NO idea!!!!!! I love your honesty!!!! Can't wait to hear all about what's going on with you!!!!!

Trinbean said...

I am glad to hear you are doing better. Glad to have you back!!!!

veekids said...

I just heard about the situation and who ever that was definately does not know you. I am happy to be your friend and I know that these trials that we have only make us better people and remind us where we need to be looking for inspiration and help.
Love you all,
Ashlee Vee and family

moosh in indy. said...

Hi.

Arianne said...

yeah! I am glad you are back, and feeling a little better. We all love you miss kimmie sue!

Amy and Josh said...

Kim, I am glad you are feeling better. I just love you and feel so blessed to know you! Remember to be gentle with yourself, no one is perfect.

Olivia Singleton said...

I don't love you in spite of your craziness, I love you because of it! After all, where would I be if I didn't have a fellow crazy to relate to?

ec said...

hey kim...
i'd love to start photographing families up here in canada and was wondering how you got started.

drop me a line when you've got a sec.

derincahoon@hotmail.com

thanks a bunch,
erin
cahoonclan.blogspot.com

Carrie said...

SO glad you have your blog back! Keep smiling! I love your craziness! (Not the part where you feel down!) But it helps the rest of us feel normal because we all have a little bit of craziness in life! I'd think it would be a pretty damn rare thing to have a perfect, happy life ALL the time! LOL! Love you!