Hate
being reminded of my mortality.
Take this morning, getting a re-root canal on my very infected tooth
(and bone...gross right? I really didn't need to know that much!).
Ouch.
I just seriously don't like to have to think that I could die, EVER.
Holy anxiety attack.
I survived the root canal, the first half anyway.
As I was working for a bit tonight, I came to the realization that our little family hasn't had ONE single photo taken of all five of us TOGETHER.
It has been almost three months...can you believe that?
I started getting all teary just thinking about it.
I have this totally UNFOUNDED fear of dying on the table next week...and leaving my family without a picture, a FAMILY picture.
I could see Millz growing up crying because there are so few pictures of ME and HER.
GAH.
I just feel this overwhelming need to get our family pictures taken just in case.
I am a lunatic.
Yep, I know I am.
Just had to get it out, for some reason I feel better getting out the fact that I am a wee bit nervous.
Maybe I can convince the doc to do some lipo while he is in there?! Maybe then I will feel more excited!
For something a little more enjoyable, here is a little something I like to call,
Real Life Dawl
being reminded of my mortality.
Take this morning, getting a re-root canal on my very infected tooth
(and bone...gross right? I really didn't need to know that much!).
Ouch.
I just seriously don't like to have to think that I could die, EVER.
Holy anxiety attack.
I survived the root canal, the first half anyway.
As I was working for a bit tonight, I came to the realization that our little family hasn't had ONE single photo taken of all five of us TOGETHER.
It has been almost three months...can you believe that?
I started getting all teary just thinking about it.
I have this totally UNFOUNDED fear of dying on the table next week...and leaving my family without a picture, a FAMILY picture.
I could see Millz growing up crying because there are so few pictures of ME and HER.
GAH.
I just feel this overwhelming need to get our family pictures taken just in case.
I am a lunatic.
Yep, I know I am.
Just had to get it out, for some reason I feel better getting out the fact that I am a wee bit nervous.
Maybe I can convince the doc to do some lipo while he is in there?! Maybe then I will feel more excited!
For something a little more enjoyable, here is a little something I like to call,
Real Life Dawl
Who needs a baby doll when you've got the real thing?
Love these two...they are besties til the end of time.
They make me want to have a million more.
P.S.
Can you even believe Sister used to look like this?
5 comments:
Oh, I've been thinking the same thing about the pictures! Don't get me started!
Your babies are so beautiful!
I have the same fear. I can't imagine. I don't want to.
Get those family pictures done and posted. I already told you that you can never have enough pictures!!
I'm with Von, you can definitely never have too many pictures!! BUT I think the picture of her in the stroller is precious... a real life dawl indeed! what a great moment of your children to have captured on camera!
if it makes you feel any better, i worry about the same thing. millions of pics of jules and mike, none of her and me. may have to bite the bullet and get some *shudder* picture people photos done or some such nonsense. i passed up my friend offering to take photos of us. curses!
I know you'll be fine but if you want a picture you know I'm ready with the camera anytime. I'm even free most of the weekend.
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